I can't recall the last time I felt this bad, ironic as I haven't smoked in over two months and now I'm coughing myself sick, thumping headache, nausea from the medicine that is SUPPOSED to stop me coughing and all this on top of the usual back , knee , shoulder stuff that seems worse most likely because I haven't slept properly in 4 days now.
In the long run though I'll be better off, or I better be after all this, I signed up for the gym again last week in anticipation of getting fit in my post smoking stage, now I just want to curl up and die instead, however kids still need looking after but for the first time in 17 years I'm taking sick time off work that isn't related to an operation....
